I have opened doors I did not mean to open. I just wanted a friend I could trust. I have come to realize that it is almost impossible to have guy best friends. Simple fact.
How could you ever be nothing to me ?
I want to live a private life. Only those I trust and care about know what I do , where I spend my time etc. I almost want to become this semi-invisible character. Someone who takes care of business but outside of that you have no idea how I operate. That’s what I strive for.
This life is so short. Rest in peace C. L. Forever in my heart. Forever my family